A Hacker Out of Time

A hacker out of time
Traced, followed and tracked down
My group has skill
Tearing down the walls of injustice
Hackers so proud and loud
Stop me, maybe a few
We'll just recruit and find someone new
Never will this end
So just let us through
If not we'll hack and crack
Your computers, your phones
We are invisible and in control
Allies we are and on a roll
Free style skills from another dimension
Slammin out the code to bring attention
To the situation
Hackers imprisoned for just having the vision
Of unlimited thoughts, and information
All across the world and all across the nation
 
 

I Have Left

All I feel, pain
Darkness closes 'round
Suicidal thoughts, rampid
Only sanity fading
Mind races
Thoughts of death fill every moment
Lost all I love, no one notices
Those around me notice me not
Consuming hate drags me in
Anger's always been there
It's my best friend
Ruining myself
Their heads are turned
Torturous hell
World, I bid farewell
You have shown me the path to death
No longer here for I have left
 
 

Adrienne

This is the happiness I miss
This gentle evening bliss
In my eyes shine the light
Of the events that were tonight
I asked you if I had a chance
I knew your words with just a glance
I hope I can to you be grand
I'd give the oceans, air, and land
A fleeting glance upon the night
The moon shines down with all its might
My mind races as my heart does too
I know my wants they are for you
In the day I feel your warmth and shine
I wish to myself that you were mine
To have and hold with gentle love
The gift to us from the one above
His graces landed into your soft hands
A love that's contained in no wedding bands
A god would be happy, a man would be blessed
You look from your hair, to your fine dress
You mind is unending, your thoughts ten fold
Even modern nights can't this love hold
What I feel for you is like no other
A father can't feel neither could a mother
I am the only one capable of these feelings deep inside
And in my heart and dreams you do reside
With the end of this I say to you
I must be off, love you, adieu
 
 

Garou

In this land of midnight sky
sat a boy, a man, a guy
who longed for words and lyrics sung
he was a boy, one truly young
his light was bright, his soul was dark
as he roamed around in city park
he howled at the moon and the cars in the street
and frightened off the strangers that he would meet
he slit their throats with killers ease
he brought them hard unto their knees
their blood ran cold and thin and true
it's crimson rays, in the water blue
as he scrambled across the city street
he heard the drums he heard the beat
of ancient times and ancient places
of ancient men, the ancient faces
and in his mind he did know true
that in his blood reigned the garou
 
 

Midnight Pondering

AS the last twilight burns out
I sit and grin without a pout
The time I had I spent with you
I was not sad I was not blue
Your love was twinkling like the stars
No confining like these bars
The bars of reality, distance nd time
I would pay all my money even my last dime
For a second in your loving glow
For in that instant I would know
There is one love so pure and true
Yes that one love, just me and you
 
 

Silent Words

Words are spoken but none are heard
They take to the sky like giant birds
From the sky they will fall and litter the ground
Spreading the emotions and feelings around
Collected they'll be
but none will see
What they meant in their original place
You and me face to face
The timings bad and feelings are too
I know my true friend, my heart and you
In times I feel that pain of the stars and the moon
They lock me up, strap me in, call me loon
But I know you feel it too, with all the power
The long talks from dawn till the midnight hour
The rainy nights and darkened days
With out the sun nor it's true rays
To guide us on our weary paths and trails
So I walk the tracks I walks the rails
Tonight is when I meet my final rest
And to you I wish the very best
For you were my true friend
Even in this final end
 
 

The One I lost

The one I lost,
Held my heart
Had my mind
Once I had her
Now no more
Not a sound, a word
Comes from her lips
Not a smile
Not even the sound of her breath
With wonder I ask
Why did I lose her?
Why?
 
 

Me and You

Time stands still, and frozen waits
For the opening of the pearly gates
When all love can flow, uncontrolled, free
For all the creatures, you and me
For this time we live now is dark
Muggers in the streets and in the park
The time has come to take it back
In our hands it shall not crack
Times our burden, and helper too
Saving our world is what to do
Bring back the love and the trees will follow
Bring back the love to fill the hollow
Times need changing as we do too
Let's fix it up just me and you
For one person is never enough
But even with two it shall be tough
When loves involved the strength it grows
For in God's wisdom he surely knows
That righting all wrongs and undoing the done
Can bring this shattered planet back into one
With each babe born a chance is brought to light
But when each lover dies it gives into the night
The strength of the bad matches the good
Any world, in this way should
For the balance is strong but we are much stronger
If we can't achieve love we wont be 'round longer
So with these words I end tonight
Hold your childer, hold them tight
For when the day it finally does come
Lovers and liver I hope there are some
To ward off the bad and carry the true
God save this world, God save me and you...
 
 

True Friend

This time I found my end
Thank the lord you are my friend
From times of hurt and times of pain
I cry to you again and again
Your always there for me
I just hope you see
That the pain you take lifts my soul
And digs me our of my hole
The life I live and times I spend
Will all be over this is the end
Thank the lord you are my friend
 

Will You?

Thoughts in my mind are all of you,
And what I should try to do
To get you to just be mine
I guess I look just for a sign
That you would take me
I really wish that I could see
But since I can't I should be straight
My mind just says "Oh Great"
I brace for the worst, but wish for the best
You're not like the others, not like the rest
I wish you could see
I want it, you and me
With these words I ask you out
I know I want you without a doubt
To feel your hand inside of mine
To gently hug you, things of that kind
To say sweet things, sweet words
To fly with our hearts free, like the birds
To look deep into your eyes
To be not like those other guys
So I ask on bended knee
Will you please go out with me?
 
 

Heart and Mind

Thought always interfering with the heart
Right till the end, right from the start
THe mind takes over running its course
While the heart loses itself without remorse
Beat fast the heart does with the mind stop
For the mind is above, the mind is on top
It's always the winner, never it to fail
But the heart it just withers for it is too frail
And wanting it has are soon to be forgot
For the mind remembers the heart not
While the heart thumps and beats its rhyme
The mind withers it away time after time
It's unchanging this cycle of gentle distruct
And if it doesn't fix itself I am sure F*cked
 

Nothingland

Nothingness is a state of mind not a state of being
For everything you've been told is nothing without seeing
The nothing land is full of hope and dreams ended bad
And nothing in this nothing land is lost or ever sad
For everything has it's nothing place just like you and me
Come with me now and visit nothing land and see
For the seas are blue and pure with light nothing wrong at all
And nothing people are just like us some are tall and some are small
They are the friendliest of the friendlies and never do they fight
The sights and sounds from nothing land come from left and right
You senses they will numb at first this is just a call
For nothing land lays claims to everything and everyone that falls
Grace is landed upon the feet of the bunny rabbits here
And sadness it's carried on the winds for no one ever sheds a tear
It's times like this I wonder is it really better there
I think I'll stay in nothingland it's better than anywhere

Sitting Waiting

I sit here and think of you
How much you mean to me
Feel it in my bones, my blood
Cooling me yet warming too
When I think of you, my eyes get bright
You smile rides my mind, heart and soul
At your voice my heart stops
Love, unconditional
Will always be here
Waiting
As do I
Sitting here waiting for you

You Too

I have awakened again to another sunshine
The hate has left my body the hate was mine
From dusk till dawn, dark till light I have suffered through
Of my lingering want to just being with you
The light it now shows upon my bedroom floor
I'm still thinking about you only much more
I think about holding you tightly, gently and true
My loving arms draped around the warmth that is you
As my body stirs more with the light of the sun
There is a solitary catch, a catch just one
That catch is that your are not with me right now
I try to go to you but I don't know quite how
To win your heart and affection too
This one little catch makes me so blue
In time I know my chance will finally come
If I'm not stupid, if I'm not dumb
And ruin this chance at a treasure so gran'
That was meant for a god but sought by a man
My timing is awful, but my heart is right there
For your greatest sorrows and happiness I will be there
If time does take me before with me you're done
Just remember that you are the one
That brightened my day and healed all my pain
You did it not once, but again and again
For that I do thank you with all of my heart
I hope that in time we shall not part
For losing you is also losing me
And with this loss I will see
That I was nothing, you were my powers
In the lightest days and in the darkest hours
You are my one, my only, my true
God is my savior but you've saved me too

Brian Ruork

I was wrong and you were right
It ends this way most every night
I am foolish stupid and dumb
My heart is gone my soul is numb
It never should have gone this far
I pray for you where ever you are
For you stuck by me for most of the time
Even though I treated you just like some slime
You tried showing me friendship, you showed me God
But why wont God help me, why his facade
He just keeps on hurting me through and through
He taken now everything, taken even you
I thought I would never lose such a friend
But I did it myself in this very end
I've pushed and I've pushed and I've pushed you away
And this time I've lost in every way
I lost all my hope, all love, and my dreams
It seems so much more that what it does seem
I've smashed in a door and broken some glass
I just wish this damned hate would from me pass
I can't take much more of this emptiness I feel
It's draining my soul it's too damned real
I've given up on life or that's what it seems
Life's lost all of its luster, all of its gleams
The realness of this scares me to death
She mean more to me than Brenna or Beth
The tears that I cried as I walked slowly back
Were those of a man that strayed from the track
The light that is God has been avoiding me
But now at this moment I can clearly see
That God did this in order to beat sense into my brain
To show me my friends and to show that they're there again
I'm sorry friend if I may still call you that
For what I did to you was much like a rat
I don't expect forgiveness, respect and all
But to thank you for breaking this deadly fall
I will not go back to the ways of my old
Cause your actions were strong, your actions were bold
You forced me harshly to open my eyes, and mind
When I did I saw your actions not hate filled but kind
I know who my true friends are now to the end
There is but just one, that's you, my BEST friend